Reality Disorder-HELP?

What do I have. In class I space out, loose focus, cannot see well, everything's blury, foggy, tinted certain colors sometimes. I wear glasses, even without them I still see the problem. I see spacey, and dreamy, and unreal. Recently I've noticed that I feel pretty numb, sensationless. Food has lost taste, pain barely, rarely effects me. I feel fake. Plasticy. Like I could wake up any moment and see that I'm in a hospital bed and all of this was a dream. I feel like the world is made for me, revolves around me, was created by me because I'm dreaming. Television programs feel empty and poorly written, shown, like I'm seeing little snippits of actual shows put together to assure me that I'm awake, alive. In class I look around, squinting, wondering if the class can really think, if they have lives. I can't find realness. I block out periods of time, interludes, like I'm skipping through my days from one event to the next, no middle man. Do I have Derealization Disorder or something?

I also noticed trouble thinking, writing, and reading. Forgetting what I've read and having to reread a page in a book over and over and over again. In writing, I loose what I was thinking an dhave to delete it.

Yeah, it sounds similar to what I'm experiencing. It could be depersonalisation or derealisation disorder. For me it's the anxiety and depresion that's causing it. It's scary, I know.
I get it worst when I go to the supermarket- all the bright lights make me feel like I'm dreaming as I go along the aisles. Like in a minute I'll wake up, and it wasn't real. But it was.
With regards to the tv, for me it's like the people on tv can see me. Like they're watching me, like I'm part of the show. It's really unsettling.
You should talk to your GP about it if it's bothering you this much. I'm going to be having Cognitive Behaviour Therapy (CBT) to try and focus my thoughts in the right place.
Hope you get the help you need.
(by the way, I've been seeing a psychiatrist for the past 4 months as well as my GP)

Oh wowza. You sure sound like you are suffering from derealization and depersonalization. I've been through mild fits of each, but what you're saying sounds scary. =( Go talk to a psychologist, they will know more about it.. be careful though, my first two psychologists had no idea what derealization was.. but it is a very real side effect and problem, though very few people face it, or have even heard of it.

By the way, are you unhappy? You sound like you're describing it simply in details.. I would be miserable, though. At least you can recognize it, though.. for the longest time, I couldn't.

Good luck with that!

I agree, you should see a psychiatrist to get properly diagnosed. Your glands/neurotransmitter chemistry are not performing normally. This can be corrected with proper diagnosis and medication treatment usually. You will also need to be evaluated by an internal specialist for glandular/organ functioning. Be up front with your parents on this, so they can get you started in the medical evaluation process.